(repost from 2018)
Very few feast days are as important to me as today.
Much of what is printed below I have written before. But with each year I age, I become more and more aware of how much I need God's Mercy.
There is a story about Socrates I heard once. A phrenologist came to Athens and claimed to be able to read people's souls by studying the contours of their head. Socrates, being a person who was open to new ideas asked to be tested. The phrenologist examined Socrates and said that his skull showed he was proud, lustful, greedy, wrathful, and other things like this. Socrates' followers began to laugh at this diagnosis of their moral teacher. But Socrates very seriously rebuked them and said, "This man is telling the truth. I struggle with these every day of my life."
I bring this up because sometimes when I tell people that I am the biggest sinner that they've met, they think I am only giving some kind of pious hyperbole. But it is far from the case. The only soul I can see into is my own and I see much darkness there. No, I am not about to catalogue all of my vices. But sometimes when I receive compliments of a moral or spiritual nature, I burn a little inside.
This is partly my fault. I have found that when people give you compliments the most gracious thing to do is to accept it and say thank you. Otherwise, that person feels admonished. Also, I think I put on too much of a holy exterior image. That isn't to say that I am not spiritual. But sometimes I feel like the charge Jesus leveled against the Pharisees applies to me: "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like unto whited sepulchres, which indeed appear beautiful outward, but are within full of dead men's bones, and of all uncleanness." (Matt 23:27)
Especially as a religion teacher, the weight is sometimes overwhelming (though I speak as a weak man). I stand in front of others proclaiming Christ while I too often fail in following Him. Every day I pray before Jesus, "Please do not hold my sins against my students, but help me to give them only You!"
I bring all of this up only to emphasize how absolutely important today's feast is to me.
The Feast of Divine Mercy reminds me that though my sins burn and blister my heart, Jesus has an ocean of Mercy to drown that fire.
I know that God owes me nothing. Or rather, what He owes me is wrath. But He wants to give me Mercy. It would be just if I received punishment. But He wants to pour out forgiveness.
If it were not for Christ's incredible emphasis on His Mercy, I think that I would fall into despair. It takes so much faith to believe that God is not fed up and disgusted with my lack of progress in the spiritual life. But even that is my own projection of my weak love onto the infinite love of God.
And even here in this struggle, there is a grace. As 2 Corinthians 4:7 says, "But we hold this treasure in earthen vessels, that the surpassing power may be of God and not from us. "
My own weakness is there to keep me from ever thinking that the good that comes about through me is somehow from me. All the good that I have ever done is only by the power of God. He is the treasure, I am the earthen vessel. Glory be to Him.
So today, please turn to His Mercy.
It does not matter what your sin is, He wants to forgive you! He wants to put that old life behind you and begin again.
It does not matter how many times you've turned back and turned away. Today, return to His Mercy.
Yes, you have sinned. Join the club. I am a lifelong member who has not graduated from even the most basic lessons. I say this not to minimize my sins or your sins. Every sin is another nail to pierce the Flesh of the Lamb of God. We must be truly sorry and accept responsibility for them and resolve to sin no more by God's grace.
And then we must embrace His Mercy.
As one website writes:
The Divine Mercy message is one we can call to mind simply by remembering ABC:
A - Ask for His Mercy. God wants us to approach Him in prayer constantly, repenting of our sins and asking Him to pour His mercy out upon us and upon the whole world.
B - Be merciful. God wants us to receive His mercy and let it flow through us to others. He wants us to extend love and forgiveness to others just as He does to us.
C - Completely trust in Jesus. God wants us to know that the graces of His mercy are dependent upon our trust. The more we trust in Jesus, the more we will receive.
(http://www.thedivinemercy.org/message/)
And on this Feast Day, I invite you to pray with me not only the Chaplet of Divine Mercy (click this link to learn how) and pray with me the Divine Mercy Litany:
The Love of God is the flower—Mercy the fruit.
Let the doubting soul read these considerations on Divine Mercy and become trusting.
Divine Mercy, gushing forth from the bosom of the Father,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, greatest attribute of God,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, incomprehensible mystery,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, fountain gushing forth from the mystery of the Most Blessed Trinity
, I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, unfathomed by any intellect, human or angelic,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, from which wells forth all life and happiness,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, better than the heavens,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, source of miracles and wonders,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, encompassing the whole universe,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, descending to earth in the Person of the Incarnate Word,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, which flowed out from the open wound of the Heart of Jesus,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, enclosed in the Heart of Jesus for us, and especially for sinners,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, unfathomed in the institution of the Sacred Host,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, in the founding of Holy Church,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, in the Sacrament of Holy Baptism,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, in our justification through Jesus Christ,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, accompanying us through our whole life,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, embracing us especially at the hour of death,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, endowing us with immortal life,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, accompanying us every moment of our life,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, shielding us from the fire of hell,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, in the conversion of hardened sinners,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, astonishment for Angels, incomprehensible to Saints,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, unfathomed in all the mysteries of God,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, lifting us out of every misery,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, source of our happiness and joy,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, in calling us forth from nothingness to existence,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, embracing all the works of His hands,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, crown of all of God's handiwork,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, in which we are all immersed,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, sweet relief for anguished hearts,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, only hope of despairing souls,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, repose of hearts, peace amidst fear,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, delight and ecstasy of holy souls,
I Trust in You.
Divine Mercy, inspiring hope against all hope,
I Trust in You.
To The Divine Mercy
I fly to Your mercy, Compassionate God, who alone are good. Although my misery is great and my offenses are many, I trust in Your mercy, because You are the God of mercy; and, from time immemorial, it has never been heard of, nor do heaven or earth remember, that a soul trusting in Your mercy has been disappointed.
O God of compassion, You alone can justify me and You will never reject me when I, contrite, approach Your Merciful Heart, where no one has ever been refused, even if he were the greatest sinner (1730).
[For Your Son assured me:] Sooner would heaven and earth turn into nothingness than would My mercy fail to embrace a trusting soul (1777).
Jesus, Friend of a lonely heart, You are my haven, You are my peace. You are my salvation, You are my serenity in moments of struggle and amidst an ocean of doubts. You are the bright ray that lights up the path of my life. You are everything to a lonely soul. You understand the soul even though it remains silent. You know our weaknesses and, like a good physician, You comfort and heal, sparing us sufferings — expert that You are (247).
In Thanksgiving
O Jesus, eternal God, I thank You for Your countless graces and blessings. Let every beat of my heart be a new hymn of thanksgiving to You, O God. Let every drop of my blood circulate for You, Lord. My soul is one hymn in adoration of Your mercy. I love You, God, for Yourself alone (1794).
To the Mother of God
O Mary, my Mother and my Lady, I offer you my soul, my body, my life and my death, and all that will follow it. I place everything in your hands. O my Mother, cover my soul with your virginal mantle and grant me the grace of purity of heart, soul and body. Defend me with your power against all enemies, and especially against those who hide their malice behind the mask of virtue (79). Fortify my soul that pain will not break it. Mother of grace, teach me to live by God's power (315).
O Mary ... a terrible sword has pierced your holy soul. Except for God, no one knows of your suffering. Your soul does not break; it is brave, because it is with Jesus. Sweet Mother, unite my soul to Jesus, because it is only then that I will be able to endure all trials and tribulations, and only in union with Jesus will my little sacrifices be pleasing to God. Sweetest Mother, continue to teach me about the interior life. May the sword of suffering never break me. O pure Virgin, pour courage into my heart and guard it (915).
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